**retrospect**
i paid my life away in three easy installments of 99.95
and prayed to your asphyxiated god with my membership fees
so do send me every tape on how to be a success in life
how?
how did you know i was awake and overweight?
please.
show me your miracle cure for hair and love
bury me in the pile of nudity and self-respect
gouge my eyes with every product you can shit out
sex money power and politics
all fed through a meat grinder.
if this is how its going to end,
i think ill get off here.
no really.
make it stop.