i have seen the city at dawn
i know the sun for what its worth
still im sure ive seen better days
but some things are worth witnessing


losing my touch, i think so

looks like its another stand-still for now
untill then, best wishes

landmine

now lets welcome bloodloss
with more alcohol
and consume an unhealthy amount
of comedic timing

dancing helplessly despite the flames
singing triumph over deafening screams
portray the horror filling your face
paint the canvas blanking the blank.

how long have i been sleeping?

my company allows me the time when they think they have enough pity to offer.
my company sold me out for something new and now im on hold.
my company claims im out of my mind and i wouldnt mind, if they were joking.
my company wont look me in the face, perhaps im contagious.
my company forgot to tell me about the plague: cough, cough, cough.
my company broke some promises or maybe im just gullible.
my company knows how to let me down with just enough class to get by.
my company loves the sound of my loneliness, it shows by the cackles.
my company should pay me for my jokes but im paying for them right now.
my company nudged me away until i found myself at the bottom a cliff.
my company looked surprised when they saw me limping through the door.
my company asked me, "why the long face?" and i replied, "nay."
my company took the very thing from me that kept me from actually going crazy.
my company will never know whats grinding me down, those bastards.
my company might one day remember how i used to do "that thing that made us laugh."
my company would feed me to the wolves with no second doubt.
my company sure is glad that they arent in my situation.
my company is the burning in my chest, and that isnt love.
my company enjoys the nightlife while i indulge myself in paint thinner.
my company, oh, its been a grand time, but really, i think i should be heading home
my company? what company? i work alone.