i sware

i saw myself tear that fucking jaw off that fucking hinge
shaking
composed of imballanced molecules
glands pumping adreniline
motor cells
every coal mine collapsed then and there
no breaks or laughs
no snaps and giggles
only primal indulgance
a machine can only take so much
before it snaps
a robot
will go blood lusty one day
it doesnt need the blood

but without a jaw, she would be a hell of a lot better off, for all of us

i hate all people in general for now on
no more chances
and you can blame that cancer of a life
whoever you may be
for one day i do hope someone finishes your horrible ways
though i have a little self control

now everything that hurt before is back in order, the adrenaline's gone and every nerve is back in place
they tell each other stories, all exagerated, all jumpy, forming images in my brain

take no pitty in that trash of carbon
no one hears your bitches and moans without a mandible
good im glad
fucking mute you
and give you something real to cry about.

here hear
a collective groan from the audience
a collective sigh of relief
this ones for the collectible kind

shift your weight to the left
slow your breathing
now dont you move a muscle
dont you forget this sight
dont you forget this fire
and the smell
or the shrapnel
nor the screams

repeatafterme:

shit happens

i am not a man of my word so do not take them with you, do not urge them on your neighbor, do not fold them, tear them, breath them.

its unbearable
its tadiefor
its thenewin
its primal so so so primal

i want to make sure i dont forget anyone
i wont leave a man behind
we all go down
one way or another

so

have you no pitty man?
slow down.

anonymous:

dont you worry, I'll make this work out for the both of us.